PowerManDL
12-03-2001, 10:47 PM
As most of you know, I've recently decided to quit drinking, and have been successful so far.
However, its bringing up an old problem that I'd mostly forgotten about, and assumed had passed.
Basically, it has to do with testosterone levels and something that has all the characteristics of bipolar disorder.
When I was 17-19, I dealt with it on a daily basis, and it made life miserable. When I started drinking, it wasn't that big an issue. I don't know if the booze made me see things differently, or if it was a result of depressed T levels, or a combination of both, but it went away for the longest time.
I thought I'd just grown out of it-- but with this week off, I see it hasn't. My mood is starting to fluctuate again-- I'll go from elated one moment to depressed the next.
My question is, has anyone else dealt with this? I mean, I haven't been diagnosed as bipolar- but all the symptoms are there. Could it have something to do with hormone levels? I'm worried because last time this thing set in bad, I got depressed to the point where I tried to throw myself off a balcony. I'd rather not end up dead because a moment of despair kicks in.
However, its bringing up an old problem that I'd mostly forgotten about, and assumed had passed.
Basically, it has to do with testosterone levels and something that has all the characteristics of bipolar disorder.
When I was 17-19, I dealt with it on a daily basis, and it made life miserable. When I started drinking, it wasn't that big an issue. I don't know if the booze made me see things differently, or if it was a result of depressed T levels, or a combination of both, but it went away for the longest time.
I thought I'd just grown out of it-- but with this week off, I see it hasn't. My mood is starting to fluctuate again-- I'll go from elated one moment to depressed the next.
My question is, has anyone else dealt with this? I mean, I haven't been diagnosed as bipolar- but all the symptoms are there. Could it have something to do with hormone levels? I'm worried because last time this thing set in bad, I got depressed to the point where I tried to throw myself off a balcony. I'd rather not end up dead because a moment of despair kicks in.